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Return to the web space

I thought that three months away from the internet, social media wouldn't change much! But boy! Was I wrong!

Things are so different! I'm like a newbie! (speaking of newbies, that new soap Rookie Blue is really nice) (also, I got mom to watch outsourced. She likes it) The outlay of all apps, websites, mobile platforms have changed so drastically that I find it hard to recognise a once very familiar and frequently used service!

Twitter has changed! I've lost 70 followers in 3 months –very depressing, but a lot were bots. There are new short forms and shit that I don't get. And also the way people communicate seems to be different! I feel like big moose. *Duhh*!

Facebook. Changes every few days anyway.

Le iPhone, iOS ver 5. So different from the 3 I previously had! Very cool and sleek indeed.

I seem to be in an alien land. Everything is too fresh. So till I figure out how to use all this. Adios. (bet it all changes again before i do)

Every Drop to an Ocean

An utter confusion of the type of locality it is, Kandanchavadi is a perfect example of the fast development yet vast underdeveloped condition of Chennai.

A city once reserved to Mylapore, T.Nagar, Mount Road and the likes has spread itself like an amoeba stretching is psuedopodia, now spreading to Adyar, Perungudi, Tambaram, Perumbur.

Kandanchavadi, a suburb on th Old Mahabalipuram Road is host to many IT parks like HCL, Prince Infocity, RMZ Millenia and the list goes on! Right in the middle of these huge, glassy, majestic and intimidating edifices, you would find a street with a stretch of houses which are small, stuffy, crumbling, broken or thatched roofed, and these houses are many feet below the level of the so-called "8-lane" roads of the IT corridor. So low that, these "grand" roads that have no drainage problems, actually send all the water directly into the houses. 

A passion of the road authorities here is to dig up roads. They dig and dig, but dont fill it up! Are they planning to use it as a cesspit, or worse, a receptacle for the excrements? When the road authorities decided its time for another round of excavation, they destroy the small lanes, right outsid the houses of the service providers- men and women who are maids, electricians, mechanics and labourers. The class of people who do not have education to voice their problems.

 I live in a colony right next to these starkingly different scenarios- of the poor and the posh. Our colony, filled with the "Mango People" is a classic example of people who crib but do nothing. (YES, me included! This is another one of my cribbing sessions). We too are at a lower level than that of the highway, but not only do we not do anything about it, we also put a stop ( read court order) to the development of the other segments of the colony trying to fix things for themselves. We have the gutters of the whole locality flowing into our colony in the rains, yet we do nothing, (probably because we are so used now to the fragrance and the mosquito bites). 
All we speak of is moving out ( and I'm sure we won't do even that) !

At a very such "all fart and no shit" session I had with myself (while contemplating whether or not to clean the toilet) on having to ride down the "pot-hole infested" small lanes near my residence, i saw something surprising. The roads had been filled up! Yes, ACTUALLY filled up! But, that wasn't the real surprise as they had done a terrible job leaving piles and mounds of rocks mud and clay!

The surprise here was, the whole street (of the cattle class, mind you! NOT the middle class colony people, but the maids, carpenters, electricians etc) was out. From toddlers to hunch-backed grandmas. I found women sweeping the mud and throwing the rocks aside, the men wetting the dried clay and scraping it away, the children picking up pebbles and old folks, sitting around in plastic chairs giving instructions.

It was at this moment, i realised what a force our country could be. I used to always wish our country had richer people. Now, I don't.  These are the people who don't have the education, money or the luxuries you and I do, YET, they turn our thoughts into actions. I remember whining for days about the lack of cleanliness on our roads. But if we had a moment like this all over the city, where EVERY man, Rich or Poor, Young or Old, came out and cleaned the area next to them, there wouldn't be a cleaner happier city.

They say it takes every drop to make an ocean. Our ocean has huge potential for not just drops, but bucket loads! With a population of over a billion just an hour of community service per person per year to improve our environs can drastically alter the look, the condition and the beauty of this magnificent Nation

With this thought in mind, I sign off with the determination to clean my toilet as the first step.

Anisha Lakshmanan

 

 

 

When wood burns, it turns to charcoal, but when your heart burns, it turns to nothing. Neither smoke nor ash...

How true are these words! Everyday, hearts burn, break, crumble and rip into invisible pieces. Blown up into smithereens by those who think only of themselves!

In every corner of this world prevails pain, sorrow and grief, and that without us putting in an effort! Poverty, death, crime, robbery, murder, terrorism! These are things we grow with!
When we have these painful and hurtful elements in environment already, WHY do have our near and dear ones causing each other pain? It seems to be a common sight now! The atrocities that a child does on a parent, a brother to a sister, a husband to a wife, a grandparent to the grandchild! Where does it end? You see children sending those parents to old age homes, mothers taking out their frustration on their children, brothers and sisters fight over property, grandmothers ill-treating grandchildren because of favouritism! Isn't the mental torture caused by the surrounding environment bad enough? Can't matters be solved amicably? One needs to walk a mile in another's shoes! See the world from their eyes. And think what if what they did to others was done to them...

Few minutes spent thinking for another can save months of hatred. Aren't those few minutes worth it?

15 minute romance.

I was walking down the road by the beach. Sitting on one of the chairs of a road side beach eatery, was a man, who looked like a breath of fresh air. His eyes twinkled with mischief and intelligence. His face smooth, with the calmness of an evening sky. He had a three day stubble, which surprisingly didn't make him look tired or haggard. He sat with elan and class. 

I was to cross him to get the shop with my friends. I looked at him from the corner of my eye. Oh my god! He was looking at me. Directly. Obviously. With no intentions or attempts at being discreet. His sparkling brown eyes (yes i noticed in the few seconds i saw him) had a hint of inquisitiveness, a touch of magnetism and a flood of warmth. So inviting was his gaze, that it took me all my might to not tear myself away from the company of my friends to go talk to him. I was conscious. Of my every single move. I noticed that pushed my hair back 7 times, adjusted my bag 3 times and sniffed twice in the 20 steps i took to cross him. But i knew this awkwardness was only known to me. To him, I was this tall, dusky complexioned, gorgeous girl walking past with utmost grace( I know I have an awesome walk), laughing, teasing her friend and who glanced at him many times while doing all this! 

My heart skipped a beat when I was right next to his table. I had to move. I held my friend's hand so that her movement towards the shop would give me a reason to move. After many moments of held breath, I turned to my friend and we started gushing uncontrollably much to the annoyance of her brother! 

We spent a cruciating 10 minutes in the shop! While i looked at the clothes there all i could think of was him. He was alone! Was he waiting for a date? Is he a pschopathic killer who doesn't like human company? Was he just waiting for his "bros"? Wonder what he ordered to eat! Is it gonna be a take away? *GASP* WHAT IF HE IS IN A LIVE IN RELATIONSHIP??? His looks are on Jeeju standards***!! God! He is so gorgeous! I think he is really tall too! What if he is gay?????(NAHIIIIIIIIIIIIN)

After much fussing by me and my friend that the store was no good we (thankfully) decided to leave! I walked out and looked for him, only to find him missing! The seat that was once occupied by him was empty. Dread and sadness swept over me. My heart seemed to have stopped! I turned desperately to my friend to express my woe!

"He's gone!!",I exclaimed. "HE IS RIGHT BEHIND US!!" I turned to see him walking a few feet behind us! I was so relieved! It seemed like he was searching for us, cuz he settled down in his seat as soon as he spotted us. But my relief didnt last long... The stupid stupid brother of my friend who was getting oh-so-jealous of the gushing over the gorgeous guy made us leave immediately. As I walked towards the car, I saw him look at me and I looked at him. Our eyes met, knowing that we didnt know if we would ever meet again, we bid each other a wordless farewell... 

That was my romance of 15 minutes.

 

 

*** Jeeju standards. My Jeeju (brother-in-law) is 6'3, has extremely chiseled features, is a business graduate from a top level university, extremely fun loving, a genius and is now the measuring rod for any man in my (or my friends') life.

This is exactly my 15 minute romance, except in a song!

Sense and sensibility

Women were so under valued everywhere! All over the world! They still are, but I'm saying in the 19th century. I was watching sense and sensibility a while back.
The way the sole thought in the minds of all the women is to get married is kinda sickening. From a 12 year old girl to a 60 year old lady. Match making seems to be top priority. Not just that book. Take other books. Little women for instance! All Jane Austin books!

They make women seem like devices to have children or unintelligent hormone driven morons who can only think of the opposite sex in shining armour riding horses. (which though is quite a nice thought can get annoying) There is so much more to us! I've always wanted to be born in the 19th century, and live like them. But sometimes I'm really happy that I'm from this era! Where people actually respect women and not just as beautiful dolls. They see them as equals, maybe with resentment, but that at least they do!

Joy of running and craze of vampires

OMG. I love vampires diaries! Its perfect! It has good vampire in love with clueless girl. And evil vampire trying to ruin things. Only put across in a very classy, not run on the mill story kinda way!

I feel the guy who played stefan would have made a MUCH better Edward Cullen than Robert Pattinson. The guy playing Damon is adorable!!!! I don't think he is completely evil. He's nice. Helped Jeremy and all. Overall it's quite interesting!

Yesterday I found joy in running. When? At 10 pm. I was running down streets. For the heck of it. I was in no hurry to get anywhere. But when I ran, I loved the exertion I felt on my legs. I loved the rise in my breathing pattern. I loved feeling my muscles stretch, I loved putting my body to work. It was the best I felt in a few days.

9th February, 2011. The first day

Today I made the most delicious breakfast i had had in quite some time. Indulging in a whole cube of cheese, I had a fluffy, soft, creamy and cheesy omelet, and a few slices of peanut buttered bread! Thats alot of calories. enough for the whole day actually. Atleast the peanut butter was low fat. Perhaps i shouldn't eat lunch and dinner.

Going back in time by a few hours, i woke up today quite decently early at 7 am. Went up to the terrace and basked in the rays of the early morning sun. I did a bit of gardening today! De-weeded some pots! It wasnt the most satisfying or self-fulfilling job I've done till now, but it made my mom happy so I'm good. She was thrilled that I'm "finally connecting with nature". 

I have other ways to connect with nature. 

  • I have a cat. Animals are part of nature. yes?
  • I like to socialise. People are part of nature. Yes?
  • I love hanging out at the beach. Thats nSature.
  • I love going on long drives. The  car parts are basically hyper-modification of basic resources of nature. 
  • I like sitting on my computer. Reasoning same as above.

Basically, my mom has heard this argument enough number of times to be absolutely thrilled at having me enjoyin the rays of the sun without my looking into the screen of my iPhone or some other gadget i manage to dig out from my room.

 I have to finish a website and I have to study for my exams which I will be attempting for the third time. Not that I'm dumb. Just that these exams need alooooot of studying which I dont do! :D I have to finish a transcription job which is pending. 17 more minutes of talking to be convertes to script. It takes sooo much time. I need to give in my application for my driver's licence. Despite me having SO much work to do, I resort to- on my friend's recommendation- starting to watch vampire diaries, which if i may say so is ALOT like the twilight movie, only faster paced ( I KNOW! A TV SERIES FASTER THAN A MOVIE?? ) I sorta like it.

Yes, I like sappy Rom-Com, Rom-Fantasy- movies, soaps and books. I like them so much, that I ACTUALLY watch that hindi version of twilight and vampire diaries mixed up and remade- Pyaar kii yeh ek kahaani. (yes, the kii has two i's).

I washed my hair today. Ran out of conditioner and had to use extra after wash lotion. it looks like a broomstick. I hate bad hair days.

This post is so random. But its just a concise version of all thats running in my head. So it will have to do.

I'll be back soon! 

Till then, 
Cheerios,
Chocoholic.

P.S- Excuse all spelling and grammatical errors. i am very bad with this particluar keypad so couldnt be bothered to correct! :P